Howdy
So I just read through my entire blog, and was somewhat dreading going back and reading through some posts going back as far as 2009. I don't generally like to go back that far in my life. Wasn't a very good time for me, though I didn't know too much about that at the time. lol. Thankfully they only went back to November, which was somewhat of a happy time. I look at the posts about me going through hard stuff and I'm sitting here thinking, what in the world was I going through? I honestly don't remember... But that is probably a good thing. We don't remember the moments like that, we remember the moments that make a big impact emotionally on us. Laughing. Loving. Hoping. Crying. Smiling. Those are the moments that make it to our memories. Most of our days just slip away without us even noticing, or remembering. I think we all need more moments that make us remember. "Life's not the breaths you take, but the moments that take your breath away" - So true!


~God bless~
Trusting in Jesus


P.S. Sorry that this post isn't very well written. I am hungry, and this is keeping me from my food. lol. =P Later, folks.




Some of my favorite memories:

That was definitely a moment worth remembering!!!!!! =) One of my favorite memories still. (Me in the white and brown, One of my close friends and "sisters" in the green, and my besterest best best friend in the black =D )

And this is also one of my favorite memories. =) (Me in the pink, My sister in the blue.)

Another memory. I remember this one, although it is not wholly good. But I love the people in this picture to death, even though sometimes there is complications. lol. (Me in the middle, my besterest best best friend in the black, and another awesome chick on the right.)

This is one of my favorite of all time memories. I loved that whole day, and can remember almost every moment. =) I see this picture and it makes me smile. =) (One of the awesomest families in the world!!!! I am second from right. On the right is one of my bestest friends, and "sister", in the middle is my besterest best best friend, next to him is an awesome n fun boy, and on the far left is the amazingest kid ever!)

These three pictures are of the same day, same memories. Also awesome memories because of the person I spent the day with. <3 =) One of my closest friends took these pictures, and she is amazing. =D

I asked God to show me how much He loved me, and He gave me you.

You'll never know how much you mean to me. You're ever the reason for my smile. Because of you, I know I am gonna be okay no matter what. Because God reigns, and because of you. Because you taught me how to fly. You reminded me how to laugh. You gave me a reason to dance again. A reason to believe again. A reason to hope, a reason to believe, a reason to breathe. You showed me the way back to God, and are always an inspiration to stay there. You taught me that the best things in life are better done with a someone by your side. You became my best friend, and you taught me my worth. You reminded me that God loved me as I am. You made me believe that I was worth it. I never felt like anyone cared before... I never knew I was worth noticing. I never thought that anyone even looked my way. But you saw me when I was invisible, and gave me the confidence to follow God, follow my dreams, and become who I am today. When God gave me you as my friend, He gave me one of the greatest displays of His love ever. Because God gave me you, you taught me loyalty. You taught me to never give up. You taught me to laugh at the absurdness of life. You taught me to pick myself up and go on. You taught me to be strong. You taught me to stand on my own to feet, that I didn't need others to support me. You taught me to always be there for others. You showed me I'm worth it, and that I needed to stop thinking I was below everyone else. You taught me to screw the haters, and the people that don't believe. You taught me to try, and never give up. You taught me it's okay to cry, it's okay to be afraid, but to not let those conquer me. You taught me that God always wins. You taught me to forgive, even when it seemed impossible. You helped me to forget, and heal, from the a certain tragic past event. You taught me to not let that control me. You taught me that even with that, I'm worth it. You told me that you'd never leave my side, and you've proven yourself true to your word. You've taught me the true meaning of the word Gentleman. You dedicated your time to being my friend, and you have helped me more than you ever could know. When God gave me you, He gave me excitement, adventure, it's never boring! He gave me something to fight for, and a hope that never dies. I'm so thankful that God brought you into my life, and for everything He's taught me, through you. I asked God to show me how much He loved me, and He gave me you.